Dysalexic

And healthy. Maybe. I had my gallbladder out last week. The pain from the operation is going away but it’s left me with some sicknasty bruises along the spots were the 4 incisions were made. I’m just dealing with all this other crap from the surgery now. erg. Hopefully it will all be gone by Friday at the latest.

I’m failing school right now, pretty much. I’ve been sick for most of this month and things are just piling up. Thank god all of my professors are pretty decent people and are letting make everything up and are understanding. I guess they kind of have to be when I’m waving around a doctor’s note and I have visible sutures to prove my absences.

I’m more or less trying to work out exactly what I want from school, life, friends and family. It’s been sort of difficult because my perceptions about all of these things keep changing. The only thing that stays constant is my relationship with Dave, so it’s really the only thing I can take any sort of comfort in. I need to go to a different school. I need to make friends who will call me. I need to find a job. I need to do a better job at being more in touch with my family. I need to take more pictures. I need eat better. I need to become healthy, physically. I need to test out these new running shoes that New Balance sent me.

The list never ends.

I’m going to try to read. Possibly try to get caught up on Russian homework. And also steal notes from Blackboard about Comm and Media Studies.

SO MUCH TO DO.